felt like rewrite blog again...this is like a personal dairy...
once a while i used to think about u...u r like a idol for me...
but i just dono y...whenever i meet u talk to u or saw u...i will be damm happy...
i just don dare to go one step further...
everytime i will meet up the wrong girl...wonder y?
recently meet up a special girl..
it,s nice to chat with her....
from the way she speaks u can know that she,s special n superwomen ==(not again)
makes u grow more confidence to approach girls...
but == wonder y will she talk those thing to me...
it hurts...make u felt like u wont be able to walk out of the place foever....
but cant deny ...need to accept the truth....
lucikly she told me these...need to say thank to her n god 2 =)
tq beli much =) next time if gt chance i really wish to meet u up cause u r really special..u knw?
tak pa la...tak da chance thn tak da lurh....
just wait till the right place n right time to come ba...
but i,m 19....being laugh by a group of friend that i,m gay...how sad was it...
i,m trying to find...but i don really like the girls over here==
maybe is i din meet up lots of chicks gua ...
eventough some r nice n speak well english but they r muslim...so sad..
somehow i felt like wanna tried luck over west malaysia...
but i think most of u wont accept long distance relationship...
too bad for me...
i think gonna be single foever....
(i just wanna get a nice girl that i can love her so much)
cupid ah cupid....when r u going to shot ur arrow onto me....
i dowanna be single d...can mor =(
friend 1 by 1 couple jor...
n finally...kuching
i felt like giving up life over here...
it,s so dull
another reason is i felt like wanna go somewhere nearby my home or oversea sr8...
should have try singapore at early 1st or direct go to uk...
thn come to kuching which the place u have good food but i cant eat due to the lack of transportation...
i not even went to a clubs yet ...so sad
most of my friend who come here less than 2 weeks been to there...
n yet me =(
seem like my life is dull...
everyday campus,hostel,spring....
i just wish to get a call that inform me that they r coming to fetch me go out...
but too bad....tak da at all...
2n half month gone...
dono how long can i stand the life over here....=(
almost think for a week dy...n cry for like so many times...
girls wont understand when a boy get emo..
they will think that we r cc...or a timid guy...
we do have feeling...in order to balance the life...we need to do it so...
uk class start at sept while the singapore 1 at august...should i change? or tell my dad the truth?
i scare he will like ...no no no
u just study...time will pass very fast 1....
i hate the life over here...seriously...
i need a car!!!!
=( T.H.E E.N.D
P.S. A BOY CAN LIKE THOUSANDS OF WOMEN BUT HE CAN ONLY LOVE 2 WOMEN...
SOMETIMES TO LOST BALANCE FOR LOVE IS PART OF LIVING BALANCE LIFE -quote of one of the nicest romance movie n story book(i only read before 1 english storybook XD) i ever watch!!!
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