LAST TWO WEEK...

going 2 sleep for 4-6hour per day for this 2 week...
counting down for 8th of december =)
holiday i,m coming....
today laz week of tui phy...
erm...
miz u sir...
u make me interested about physic....
teach me lot....
best phy teacher i ever had....(Currently la )
we take lot of special pic take 10 XD
memory of tui...
thankz for your advice sir...
going 2 work 100% on spm di...
moral definasi i,m going 2 rule over u....

juz now mom watch drama...
thn i saw a person very leng...
ps: quite same as idol....
my mom told me --
choose girl don choose this type of face de...
they r cheater ...
lol.......

erm....lovin on moral n acc...

you re my idol

erm...
today.....
morning....
go eat v family...
thn go ske study....
again the life repeat...
juz now saw a person in fs quite same style as u....
really xin xang u....
u r my idol XD
we can watch u but cant get u XD
u r juz 2 c0ol...
hope other girl r like u 2 .....=)
today lesson: life is unfair...

有时候。。。

昨天。。
你的生日=）
快乐吧。。。
我也玩了一阵天。。
住朋友的家。。
没睡觉到六点就去学校了。。。
聊了很多。。。
也玩了很多。。。
哈哈。。。

有时候。。。
我讨厌和那些每次只会回人两个字的朋友--
真的会弄到我们很闲。。。
不懂怎样会你们。。。
尽量找话题。。。
你们又。。。。
有时候聊到siok时。。
你们有不会人。。。
真的弄到我们会很闲的。。。
现在的生活。。。
有起。。。
有落。。。
有时想和你分享。。
可是想到你那种样子就闲了。。
找别人算了。。。

最近不懂在做么。。。
有时在想很多人。。
全都是dreamgirl XD
有时想到你。。。
可是有时又不懂你对我的感觉是如何XD
还是别想最好。。。
after spm。。。
不懂到时还有机会吗。。。
可能到时你已有。。。了XD
还是听朋友的话吧。。。
大学的菜比较好吃XD
觉得现在的心情可以以Jason Derulo - Whatcha Say的歌来x形容吧。。

终于有了雅玲。。
可以专心练游泳了。。。
肥肉该是时候走开了。。
我的plan来了。。。

spm我也等着你=)

MAYBE U R RIGHT.....

it,s time 2 do it....
leave me alone untill the spm finish....
sometimes i wish 2 ...
but i cant....
cause u r heartless......
i should stop think abt u guys.....
rather 2 sturggle for a month 2 prove it....
*leave me alone for two month....
*message from my brain....
from tomorrow onwards....
goin 2 be love my bo0k for one month...
bye bye fb n msn....
this time i,m going 2 prove it tht i,m going 2 nt use my pc.....
see ya.....

=) + =(

erm...
yesterday learn some lesson....
thankz brother..
no mater how fri we are...
one day we will juz be enemy because of a "girl"
i din do anything wrong...
i know it,s yours...
send u message n what u reply make me ....
5 year we know each other...
where we go also stick v each other...
now....

today ask my dad about my uni...
thankz dad for supporting me....
i will try my best n give u my answer asap....
oversea i,m coming =)

...

nothing 2 say...
juz wan express tht.....
i,m full of pressure....
@@...some 1 plz save me....

am i EMO KIA??

lonely birthday...
the higher u expected , the higher dissapointed u will get...it,s better 2 din expect anything thn dissapointed...
lucikly i din expected anything...
so din regret...
but dono why i,m nt happy at all.....
maybe is the case....
thnkz for those who wish me.....
sometimes really envy those who go out one gang....
everytime smile laugh sad with whole gang...
but me always alone....
alone watch movie....
alone eating......
alone studying.....
alone go for shopping....
alone laugh........
MAYbe it was my personal problem...
but dono why i prefer alone....
but sometimes really will envy those who always one gang....

IS THIS CALL EMO???

i,m DOwn =(

MY HAir...
gone.....
stupid teacher...
no money cut fashion go th0se aunty shop cut...
like shit belak....
no hair now TT...
I THink my parent had forgoten my bd jor....
past year they will ask what flavour of sc cake i would like 2 choose...
but untill now....
this year dono what happen....
past year usually will get excited whn my bd coming so0n...
but this year n0 those feelin at all...
even my parent have forgoten abt it......
i think i should forgoten abt it 2 ba....
d0n go think....
so there will be lesser expectation abt it ba....
i also treat this year d bd as a normall day ba....
pass it as simple n normall as i can...

T0DaY Post

IGNORE tH3 PaST ...... LIV3 F0R Th3 PR3sEn+

today a little chinese for my BLOG =)

超压力。。
终于感受到了。。。
各方面的压力。。。。
友情，家人，功课，考试，未来的日子。。。
给某人的话。。。
其实很想找机会坐下来好好谈的。。。
没机会。。。。
怕一天我真的会爆发。。。。
你以为你是什么？
自己不会想想每天将叫人家很爽咩？
换着是你。。你会怎样的感受？
日子都要到了还不读书在哪里做XX。。。
每天做。。。
不会想父母的期望今天还反过来咬我一口。。。
跟girl做在一起很奇怪咩？
和人家sms有问题咩？
跟你讲我没有任何东西。。。
你还讲你信。。。
第二天吗不是大嘴巴。。。
到处乱乱讲话。。。
去你妈的。。。。
不跟你讲我要搬家了又好像不够兄弟。。
跟你讲又怕你嘴巴大大到处讲。。。
告诉你时还千交代不要到处传。。
尤其是那群人。。
现在他们懂了。。
中酸了咯。。。
你爽了咯。。。。
曾经被你出卖过一次了。。。
我也不敢和你多说话。。。
现在又乱乱猜测然后到处去讲。。。
很多人都是被你出卖的。。。
大家都不敢和你说感情的事。。。
看在做朋友将多年的份上算了。。。
等到有一天我忍够了。。
你一定卡扎=）

我可能曾经被出卖。。
而怕了从此把所有的事收在那记忆卡里。。
等待人来开锁。。。
烦恼随着一天一天的增加。。。
在你们眼里我可能是一个无烦恼的人。。。
因为我曾答应过我自己。。。
去学校是和朋友开心的地方。。。
不能因为你一张臭脸而使到大家不开心。。。
把烦恼都带到家里的房里去想。。。
真真了解我的人我看没超过几个吧。。。
有时真的很想交些值得交的朋友。。
可是就是很难找。。。。

闷时有谁陪？
烦时谁开导？
难过自己坑。
伤心自己知。
快乐一起分。

也许这就是世界吧。。。
累了。。不想去想了。。
尽量把烦恼都放到另一边。。。
快乐的活着吧。。

i think it,s time....

TIMe,s up..
from n0w onwards....
i will cut off my time 2
online....
sms................
sleeping............
chating v fri...........
hang out around........
out v family ...............
i found out i really lack of time.....
really behind my scehduale.......
i will try catch up as soon as possible.......
i juz need 2 struggle for 60day n everything end di....
after tht i can play as i wish 2......
found out my result suckz....
4a 3b 2 c 1 g ......
i really will work hard n try my best......

i will start 2 in love v panda.... :)

erm....

I,m a failer again...
fail 2 read finish my form 5 sej in time...
left 40 page left....
nt on scehduale...
life was become so dull 2 me...
everyday was doing the same thing again...
reading the sej...
force myself to read 40 page a day....
stressfull.....
dono who can help 2 cheer me up whn i am free....

today nothing special...
eat n eat n eat again.....
grow fatter di --
saw lot of changes around my fri.....
some grow go0d some turn bad....
SPm on 18 november...
this year spm sukz...
gt a+ - somemore...

to AH moi =)
smile always....
don keep emo di....
i know something was going on about u ...
but dono what was tht...
juz don think 2 much di ba...
cause your end year coming 2.....
don let your mo0d effect your study......
all the best n smile always =)

SPM i,m coming....

A NIce article

Note that this story is by Mr Oh, my BM tuition teacher who motivated us a lot via this short story. I'm here to narrate it to share it to everyone! The beauty of this story!

Lily is a poor and single mother, she got a son named Ash aged 6 years old. Her husband deceased when Ash was still a baby. Her husband entrusted Lily a task that is to give Ash the piano that her husband used to play. It is an old antique piano but it is still playable. Every morning when Ash wake up, he will play the piano that was given by his deceased father.

Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting~~~~ Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting~~~

He uses his tiny finger and presses the key one by one. However, Ash only know how to play a song and no one taught him before that is "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star". Lily always wondered who taught him how to play this song although it is a simple song but she is still in the midst of finding the answer.

One morning, while Lily was squeezing her way through the busy crowd in the market, holding a basket filled with some vegetables, she saw a poster pasted on the wall nearby.

"World Famous Pianist, Federesky is coming to town for a performance in 20th October!"Ticket price: $120, front seat!$60, middle seat!$30, normal seat!

Lily saw that poster and immediately she thought of his son, Ash. There is around a month left before showtime. "I will bring my child to see this performance and I want him to sit on the front row seat so that no one can block his view," she thought in her heart and left the market with her grocery basket.

Lily worked hard day and night and even taking extra jobs to get enough money before the performance. Her income was little but she preserved and worked to stack up the money up to $240. She got bullied, scolded and shouted by the people many times but she stood up again and work. In the end, her hard work payed off and she got 2 ticket for Federesky's performance front row seat.

During the night of the performance, Lily and Ash sat down quietly on their front row seat while the stage was still closed by the red curtains. The auditorium was filled with people and most of them are rich people from the village. It was full with people eagerly waiting for the main character to come out. Suddenly, the lights went off and the curtains opened widely, exposing a grand, shiny piano shined by the spotlight. Applause can be heard and the spotlight was dimmed and darkness filled the auditorium again.

Lily was excited and turned to look at Ash, but to her horror, Ash was not in his seat and the spotlight shined at the piano again. As the spotlight was lighted, everyone gasped. Ash was sitting on the chair trying to play the piano. The audience was unhappily talking to each other and some was shouting at Ash saying that he ruined their village's reputation. Some even insulted Lily for not taking care of her child properly. The anger of the audience made Lily felt shy and trying to go up the stage to bring Ash down the stage. However, she was too late.

The main character of the performance slowly step out of the back stage and heading towards the piano. Ash began to move his playful fingers and pressed the key one by one, playing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star again. The audience became more furious and started their insults on the innocent child and booing him. The organizer of the event starting to become shy and ask two big bouncers to catch the boy and bring him off stage so that Federesky can perform his play.

"Who's child is this? Such humiliation and disgraceful," said the organizer with a harsh tone. "Bring down that child from the piano!"

The bouncers responded to the organizer's order and went up the stage with haste. Federesky saw the bouncer and stopped them.

"Leave the boy alone," Federesky said while his hand halted the movement of the bouncers.

"But sir, if the boy stayed there, you can't perform your performance," said one of the bouncers.

"It's ok, leave the boy alone," Federesky replied and the bouncers walked down from the stage.

Ash was still pressing the keys happily and played the one and only song he knew, over and over again. The angry audience kept giving the child a piece of their mind but Federesky approached Ash and touched his shoulder. Federesky whispered to Ash.

"Boy... Keep playing, don't stop," Federesky said.

Ash played his song happily on the treble clef of the piano pressing key by key. Federesky smiled and sit beside him, Federesky played the bass clef instead. The angry and unsatisfied feeling of the audience faded away and the auditorium became quiet and only the melody was heard. Both of them played the piano like children, attempting to synchronizes the tune to make a perfect melody. When Federesky played faster, Ash will play even faster. It's like both of them were challenging each other on a duel. The melody of Twinkle Twinkle Star, awaken everyone in the auditorium, both Federesky and Ash had made the song the most beautiful song that night.

Once they finished, both of them got off their seat and Ash stood on the chair and both of them bow as the audience applause with excitement and they were inspired by the performance that night.

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In a nutshell, have you ever imagine? What will happened to Ash if he stopped playing? No one will ever inspire his song and everyone will hate Ash as the people thought it was humiliating. Same goes for us in the present. If we stop when we are in a middle of something, will we succeed? Will we achieve our dreams and hopes? If we stop, don't ever think of becoming rich, don't ever dream to become a doctor or engineer, don't even hope to be successful in life.

SPM takers, in this short 1 month time, keep in mind Federesky's word, "keep playing, don't stop." Keep studying hard and don't stop! If you are to discipline yourself and study hard for the incoming exam, there is no doubt that a straight A's is in your hand. If you thought of giving up and don't want to study anymore, do you think you will be the one shouting for joy during March next year? Absolutely not! You will not be able to apply for a good scholarship, you will not be able to get a good college nor to mention you will get a good job in life. Don't give up, stood up straight, it is not too late, open up your books and start. Keep studying and don't stop!

Last and not least, in a game, you will get a game over, your score is 300,000 points, is it something good to be brag about it? In SPM, if you strive hard, you might get RM300,000 scholarship! 300,000 points and RM300,000, which is more better in future? Think about it, its your judgment.

It is not just SPM takers but it is also for everyone no matter who or where you are.

Insipired by, Mr Oh Kim Leng
Written by, Jordan Wong Wai Kit
P.S1. I write according to what I've listen to Mr.Oh, I have no intention of copyrighting or anything because I am writing this to share it!
2. If you want to flame this, go open "notepad" and express your anger there, don't even bother commenting here with your flames.
3. If you don't feel motivated or inspired then its your problem, not my writing problem or my teacher's problem.
4. If you hate this post or story, close it and never come back. Thank you!
5. I am not ordered to write this, as I said, I write this to share.Thank you for reading. =)

nice article...i will remember it foever cause u make me full of hope and i will give full preformance 2 my spm from tomorrow onwards...